You know those meals that are so colourful and fresh and healthy but still sooo good you just wanna have them again and again and again..

I had a dream tonight, in which I found a recipe of one of those meals online.

And this recipe was to good to be true. It had it's calorie intake written in the end of it. And according to the site, it contained -427 calories.

Imagine that! you loose 427 calories by eating it! I would eat it every day! You could get anyone with an eatingdisorder to eat it! No matter how

repulsing food is, no matter how discusting we find it. Hell, I'll eat it if it makes me loose weight.

Was I depressed when I woke up realizing there's no such thing..

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