you know I said there's two parts off me? This might give you another hint to why.

Usually I eat breakfast (to keep my heart beating and to avoid dizziness), but yesterday I oversleept so, no time for that. And well.. if I don't have breakfast, why bother eating at all?  And I didn't want to eat. I was hungry, yes, but hungry I can deal with, never been a problem (feeling like eating on the hand, now there's a problem!).

Anyway, now let me get this straight; I didn't want to eat, I didn't feel like eating, no-one asked me to have lunch with them, no-one offered me any food and there were absolutely  no temptations what so ever. Sounds like the perfect day now, doesn't it?

So what's my mental reaction? Complete, utterly anxiety to the edge off tears.. normal eh? I spent the entire day almost crying because I really really didn't want to eat.

This girls doomed, I'm telling you

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